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03 March 2010 @ 01:54 pm
So You Lost Your Trust  
When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse.

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above earth or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream, down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face and I...


Tears stream, down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face and I...


Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.



It's so weird that this is exactly how I feel right now. Though I don't need anyone to try and fix me. I feel kinda sad right now. Two nights ago it felt like no one was on my side. It's like I'm doing everything wrong. And for what? So that I won't feel all the pain? Yes. I'm still in a way holding on to Alex. I dream of him every night. In every dream he comes back to me, and I take him back. I know that a part of me wants to take him back, but in my head I know it's not right. I feel like he still has me, even though he doesn't want me. It's like that song "Best I Ever Had" By Vertical Horizon. You're only the best I ever had, You don't want me back, you're just the best I ever had.  Ughh maybe I just need to be alone for awhile...
 
 
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